Pregnancy

I lived a life full of great experiences, am adventurous by nature, I love discovering things around me, sure not all experiences were « wow », some were very bad, and hurting!!! But still I need this kind of experience to learn, and be stronger in life!
One of the adventures of life I want to live, is pregnancy
you think it’s kind of weird??!! ... maybe it's not!
Am single, I am 33 years old, for a woman it’s horrible to be at this age without anyone around you calling you “mommy”!!!
To be pregnant, to feel this life growing inside you, moving inside you...must be the most beautiful feeling on earth!
Despite the pain that comes with it, it still an experience that I want to live.
I saw, and lived with women through their 9 months of pregnancy, I watched their reactions, indeed they feel a lot of pain, horrible pain, and on the day of giving birth to their child....no comment!! :S
But, really!!! Whatever they say before this moment, like: “we will never do it again!!” “Or what was I thinking about when I did this? “ ....etc, I saw these thoughts disappear as soon as they hold their babies in their arms, they forget all the pain, and just smile ...ok! !! okkkkkk!!!! and cry a lotttt but from happiness..a happiness that I never felt, and probably will never feel.
I really wonder why more women prefer to have a peridurale injection?!!! ....I know it’s painful, beyond any imagination, but isn’t life about pain?... isn’t it about suffering, so that you can feel and be more thankful for the happiness that comes after this pain?
For me it’s the most sweet pain on earth, and I definitely want to live it.
Well!!! Lool ...need to find “HIM” first.
I wish all women will feel the motherhood inside their heart, because it’s really such a blessing.